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Tuesday, September 17, 2013

My Heart Still Beats.

Friends, I have regretfully been away too long.
It has been eons since I have set down to thoughtfully share my innermost being.
I cannot share every detail of the past month, for I would be writing a novel.
So many twists and turns have kept me from what I have grown to love
and as a young teen despised, writing.
It is not just the act of writing, but the feeling I get from sharing.
I feel a small release when I write.
The troubles, trials and hurt slightly dissolve away.
And when I share 
I only hope that it might inspire.
That is all I want.
I want to live a life worth inspiring others.
Even if you are the only person..
You, the person sitting on the other side of the screen
right now,
reading this now can have a glimpse into my very soul.

It is almost one year, to date, when I started this blog.
Oh, how it has been a year of growth.
My life, a roller coaster, has had ups and downs.
I have had new relationships form and fail.
I have had new jobs open and close.
I have had new changes created and destroyed.
However, my heart still is open.
It is a heart that thankfully, is alive and beating today.

I am sorry that a series of unfortunate and consuming events have kept me away.
So much is still unwritten.

But joyfully, I am hear again 
to share more of my story,
as it continues to unfold.
And as long as my heart still beats,
because my heart is not my own.
It is God's to use.
My heart still beats for those who are lost...
My heart still beats for those who are searching...
My heart still beats for you...

Romans 8:13 {Amplified}
For if you live according to [the dictates of] the flesh,
you will surely die.
But if through the power of the [Holy] Spirit you are [habitually]
putting to death (making extinct, deadening) the [evil] deeds
prompted by the body,
you shall [really and genuinely] 
live forever.

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